Innanzitutto ringrazio di nuovo TUTTE per il caloroso benvenuto che avete dato alla mia piccolina, siete davvero uniche!
Ormai è più di una settimana che sono a casa ma dobbiamo ancora trovare una quotidianità visto che tra passo un attimo di qua e vengo a trovarti di là la casa è sempre piena di amici che vengono dare il benvenuto alla piccola Emma. Per non parlare dei nonni che tra un po' gli devo fare un timetable visiting hours! 
"It 's good?" is the classic question that comes to my mail ...
"He sleeps at night?" second is the classic question.
Well ... is a girl of just 12 days, eats and sleeps and eats at night, sometimes one, sometimes two sometimes three times, and sleeping. There. Must increase, if he were sleeping hours 8 hours in a row would not even normal!
I came so much milk to have to remove the pump and yet I had a bell'ingorgo (I discovered this morning going to the hospital), which is the cause of the excruciating pain I feel when the 'attack. Now I will go on a sponge and emptying steps and we hope to have it because it seems to me that the needles pierce the s * and no not the best of life!
Sofia took hours for the arrival of the good sister. I am often asked to keep her in his arms, strokes and fills reservoirs. What is certain is that it is capricious and more rebellious than usual. It 's normal, you say, yes, yes, but it is sometimes difficult to manage a rebel of three and a half years with the other attached to the s * no!
The chalk we removed last week but still does not walk well so I kept at home a little 'and today is his first day of kindergarten post-plaster. I can not wait for go and grab and embrace it!
When I was in hospital and I saw Sofia arrive during visiting hours in hand with dad, with the expression of the eyes of the curious, the sad, scared and abandoned him, I was assailed by a thousand doubts and a host of questions: Will this be a mom if I have to divide by two? was the right choice will give a little sister in Sofia? Emma be able to love with the same intensity and depth with which I love Sofia?
And the more I felt guilty in relation to Sofia for not being able to be near her at that time so gentle and I felt guilty in relation to Emma not to be al 100% come invece lo ero alla nascita di Sofia.
Ora che sono a casa e ho le mie due bimbe vicino a me e vedo Sofia che parla a Emma e già chiede quando sarà più grande per giocarci assieme quei dubbi e quelle domande vengono messe da parte e mi godo il momento di felicità perfetta.
Ma tu sei la mamma di tutte e due ora, vero, mamma?
